And I look him like...maybe there is something wrong with him
Because.... I'm all geeked out.
You see how this projection thing works?
There was nothing wrong with that man. I've got some magic in me...I was just in total geek mode and not really in the space of wanting to connect with anyone in any magic because in that moment the magic for me lived in everything I was writing, reading and creating. I was a gloriously - happy as could be woman-in my Geeked outness....ALL DAY. From Sun up to Sun down and I was only outside to go see my friend. Because I have been writing and only saying yes to an hour here and mini breaks because I really need to get these books done, i wanted to see her.
But I was all lit up about all of my geek stuff. I call that my geeky glow and people here seem to be able to spot energy in people very quickly. That's one of the things I love about living here...That people are so energetically in tuned. It's lovely.
After I realized what I was doing..I just started laughing. At this random time because I could totally see myself.
I can't even begin to share how many times a day someone asks me
What's so funny
Why is that funny
Or how is that funny
Even though it's all so very subjective- most of the time -I can give the what and sometimes the why but the how it's funny - well...if someone asks me how that's funny...It feels like... they are sort of letting me know it's not funny to them and in that space I'm thinking its best to just say I have a twisted sense of humor and leave it there.
This guy....he looks me right in the eyes and says "Please Let me in on the joke that's making your eyes sparkle even more than they already do"
Next thing I know I feel this tingling in my body as heat began to rise like an alarm (Danger) because he didn't ask me What, why or how...what he did as request an invitation to know what that was about. And gosh darn it...I really liked that approach very much.
When I shared my "I'm all geeked out" story...which if you ask me for an invitation into my mind, I will tell you and that will include my projection that there is something wrong with you...I won't delete that content out.
What does he do? He gets closer and tells me he loves a smart woman and I'm like...this guy... he's good. He's real good....Now I think I might be in the middle of my first official hot flash. haha
I'm pretty sure that is the same strength.... Good stuff if you ask me