I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
-Oriah Mountain Dreamer
That scene where the boys were fighting and in their fighting they almost got into an accident and how Jack handled it...YES! Bravo...
YES!!!! YES AND YES!
Said in response to his young daughters dream. LOVE THIS MAN!!!!! Using his power...wisely.
So much depth, beauty, weaving through the love... I'm just so full....
Deep Reverence and Gratitude
16 Lessons of Love and Loss.
There are just so many layers and levels...
And...this is great because in these types of moments...as long as one of us is mature enough....all can be cleared up. Still, if you ever want to feel like the worst human being on the planet, just yell at your brother who just lost his own father. The guilt and internal horror, the pain of your own raw emotions and feelings and how cruel you see yourself to be...that's actually it's own new layer of hell and these things are tough enough as it is. However, he forgave me. He did not withhold when I immediately apologized.
Me all humbled out and feeling like crap "I'm sorry"
Him all head held high "I know you are"
Siblings...family.... he wins...and then we win. I'm so grateful.
And when we're gone. The two of you and your sister are the only two people on this planet that's going to be able to look back and remember all the stuff that's happened to you.
I'm feeling very inspired by the beauty, the depth and the details and how beautifully the writers, production and the actors are weaving this one family's story.
I'm just so in love with this show and my love includes the full spectrum. The fullness. The holistic whole human/family living...
And I cried my eyes out. Mostly because of the sibling thing. Todays cry was for how bad it felt to yell at my brothers, whom I love so much. I guess I have finally forgiven myself for that... I love my brothers very much.