Loving Lady Lorde's Legacy....
I began to ask each time: "What's the worst that could happen to me if I tell this truth?" Unlike women in other countries, our breaking silence is unlikely to have us jailed, "disappeared" or run off the road at night. Our speaking out will irritate some people, get us called bitchy or hypersensitive and disrupt some dinner parties. And then our speaking out will permit other women to speak, until laws are changed and lives are saved and the world is altered forever.
Next time, ask: What's the worst that will happen? Then push yourself a little further than you dare. Once you start to speak, people will yell at you. They will interrupt you, put you down and suggest it's personal. And the world won't end.
And the speaking will get easier and easier. And you will find you have fallen in love with your own vision, which you may never have realized you had. And you will lose some friends and lovers, and realize you don't miss them. And new ones will find you and cherish you. And you will still flirt and paint your nails, dress up and party, because, as I think Emma Goldman said, "If I can't dance, I don't want to be part of your revolution." And at last you'll know with surpassing certainty that only one thing is more frightening than speaking your truth. And that is not speaking.”
― Audre Lorde
on and on this goes...
I just think it's really interesting...All the various tools we can use to get our health and well being back after things like trauma or even just a moment.
For me, the first place I go when I have a sore throat now is, I ask myself: Where didn't I share my truth? Sharing our truth can be as private as a journal or as out there as this blog. Much of the time.... my soreness disappears when I speak that truth...
In this way, in many ways on many topics, when we shame people for sharing their truth...what we may be asking them to do...is to make themselves sick.
That doesn't actually feel good to me personally,