At this time I'm very selectivel about who I allow into my vortex because I am pretty raw right now. My gigantic love center is wide open. I really need to live that way right now. It's important.
I'm re-creating my entire life here. This means I'm surrounded by so much uncertainty in just about every area. To live raw takes guts. Takes rigorous levels of self-honesty. I'm designed, built and it is my natural instinct to always look at myself in any situation. Yet, I'm also committed to owning my choices in a gentle pace and it's working. Life for me is an evolutionary process, moment to moment.
Prior to one of the most incredible sister-good events...I had several experiences that challenged me deeply. Here is what happened:
I allowed my recent past into my vortex. When you are creating from a place of wonder, magic and purity of spirit-it just doesn't feel right when the past tries to get back in. It's just just that it's no longer a match. It runs so much deeper than that. To truly create the life and love of ones dreams...one must be fully focused on the present. Body, mind and spirit. That's the level I'm operating in right now...most of the time.
I know my own truth so thoroughly. I know what I need. I know what I want and where my focus needs to be. I am very comfortable in my vortex because I created it based on what I really want my life to be about. There is no room for the past to sneak in.
The world class women event confirmed who I am so deeply. Dr PK said "thanks for playing full out." But the truth is, it was pure flow for me. My nature. Who I already am. Being with these women healed me some how. That's a true gift. So much value. You could literally feel the world changing from the loving spirit of the intention. Something happened at this women's event. Something big. Big toward the healing of the planet..THAT type of big. I loved being a part of that.
Today brings south more clarity.